R's thought.

Contain of lame things.

DECEMBER 24, 2018.
They said, it’s Christmas Eve, yet I could say the same, cause I celebrate it, but the other one, I want to say, in this Christmas eve.
I, still Reven, whom has so many wishes like a child.
1 of them is Her, Badakie.
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June 2018.
One day, he realized how bad he was, how pity he was in the past. He realized all the things he had done in the past is disappoint someone whom he had known for a quite long time. He knows he shouldn’t do and fall at the same place.
He started to close his heart as he feel deeply regret by his fault.

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DECEMBER 25, 2018
They said, Christmas is a joyful day. A day when you can spend all the day with all the people you loved. The same thing goes to Reven. He would like to spend his day with them whom totally loved by him.
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Honest hour.
I actually never said that I had insecurities towards people these days. How people would think about me who’s very afraid to have any kind of close relationship also too close with girls. I’ve found it’s hard to keep commitment towards something, since I have disappoint someone in the past. But there is something changing my mind,
The moment I looked into someone, the moment i saw someone who seemed strong af, but actually a fragile one, but I realized I couldn’t do anything for her. So, in the silent I took my eyes off of that someone, I have been watching the way she interact, the way she moves, the way she does all of her acts, the way she handled her problems, because the feeling was and is getting real for me.
I am someone who doesn’t know how to treat someone better. But the moment I saw her, I knew I should move my ass off. I should protect her at all cost. Call me lame, but here I am.
I wanna do anything for her, eventhough I knew I am not good enough, but at least I try my best, or even more than my best on it.
I am totally a lame person here. FREAK AHGDHGSHDKSLDK. But, you have known my feeling towards you right? Yet this is a sudden preparation.

I have told you about this days ago, but I said I don’t need any answer, but speaking truthfully I need them, I will gladly accept any answer from you. There’s none of force here.

Please remember, I am waiting here.

“You have two choices, yes or yes?”


JK. You might answer it honestly, Nadia Zevanna Nasution / Clairine Adriana Meisie / Badakie.